yesterday i felt like god

"With my reckless stare, I've been so unfair
Misplacing my affections
She had a reason not to take me back into her care
Oh, I'm just a stray dog now, I can't beg or bow
Just give me some direction."

I want to sink into your body and wash away all of your skin. I want to hold your heart next to mine.

I want to do with you what spring does to the cherry trees.

You have me under your spell again, and everything is blooming, and the air is warm, so is your body. I spent the night with you. I want to spend every night with you. I want you to keep telling me those sweet things, and keep me wanting more. I'm lost in our world. I've got butterflies. I finally have you again. Every time I breath, I feel closer to you.

When I'm face to face with you, our legs and arms tangled together, only two layers separating our bodies, I get these feelings. I don't know anyone who can make me feel the way you do. I don't understand what it is about you. 

"What are you doing with all those rocks?"

"I found them."

"I didn't know they were lost."

"Yeah, they felt lost, and I piled them together because they need each other. "

"Like I need you."

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"If you're using me, do it slowly. Make it last until I have to go."

I'm not going to let it bother me anymore. I just want to enjoy the time I have with you. But god, how can you let it tear me apart inside and not do a thing about it? I told you nothing feels special anymore. And I meant it.

Wait until I'm gone. There will be nothing left.

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Tuesday, April 27, 2010  
10:15 PM

"Dear Lacey,

           I'm just texting you so you can be happy when you wake up. First off, I love you. Every time we're together my heart skips a beat. Loving you has become the only thing in my mind. And everyday I love you more and more and more. You're the greatest thing alive and the best person for me. You're perfect. Second, you're the most beautiful girl in the world, every time we go out in public, I want the world to know that Lacey Lynn Henson is mine. Forever. Even though I don't show it sometimes, I really do love you. I love you so much it makes me cry sometimes, knowing that I can't be with you 24/7. I wish we could live with each other so I could go to sleep seeing your beautiful face, wake up to you your beautiful face, and do everything with you. But most of all, I love you Lacey. With all I have <3"


I took you back.

“All that glitters once was gold."

Okay, so I have completely let you in again, and I think my feelings for you now, are way more intense and I'm really hoping that I'm not the only one here that is really in love. 

And you completely gave away our six months surprise. I love you.

"Love will tear us apart."

I hope I'm not making a mistake, I love you with all I have, and I guess that makes me weak.

You have left me so shaken, I'm not like I used to be, and I know deep down inside things won't ever be the same between us, and it makes me really sad. I have really bad trust issues now, and I feel like second best. I can see now that I really do love you more, I can see that I'm putting all the effort in.

You always tell me how I'm so free now. Freedom is not me sinking in an ocean of tears, it all hit me at once. The first time you taste salt water and realize that one thing could be entirely different.

I'll give you my everything, for one more chance.

My heart must look so torn, but it can still be yours. 

I'm not going to let myself be miserable. Although, I don't have to try hard.

I gave you every single piece of me, and you took it.